March 18, 2008
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This may sound pretentious.
My already stunted confidence shrinks everyday that goes by without an answer from UF. Literally. I don't see myself at FSU, at all, and I've tried to. I can't be cocky about FSU though, I haven't heard back from there either. I know that there is no real difference in going to community college but, again I don't see myself there. I've been president of this, participated in that, volunteered here and there, and I let it all fly away by panicking. As much as I am the quintessential afraid-of-change girl, I really want my 19 year-old self to be a 180 of myself today (maybe just 100). I could ramble on about this forever but, I shouldn't. I'm trying to get straight A's for once this year. ps. I love reading.
AND. I. WILL. PASS. BOTH. AP. EXAMS.
Damn, I wish I could write. I just want to give meaning to my, otherwise, meaningless words.
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If Diablo Cody (an ex-stripper) could write JUNO, you could do so much better. You write. I direct. By the way... I am currently writing some material for a series of short films. I need a fan. If you're someone whose writing involves a search for meaning, I believe all you could ever achieve is that of more questions instead of answers.
I need a non-hypocritical pen pal.
What is your e-mail address? We need to start 'pen-paling' immediately.
I love you Silvi. No matter what happens this year, you will go to UF before you graduate college. You are soooo amazing!
PS --- You should definitely help me study for this AP Calc exam... lol
<3
good luck
how's nine stories? i read the catcher in the rye a while back and it's still my favorite book.
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