Via hiptop

Life is as life has always been. A rollercoaster. I have had great highs and indescribable lows in the past year. I am glad that 2006 is out and we are at the dawn of a new year. I am ready for some great times in '07.

 

Yesterday and today were days where you would want to ask how my day was.

This is when things start to repeat themselves in unwelcomed patterns.

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    School is going well. I've finished the first quarter with 3 A's and 1 B.  I'm going to try harder the 2nd quarter, and I'll have to take my Chemistry II exam.  My Trigonometry teacher is a dick. World History makes me feel smart. My Chemistry II teacher is the sweetest, smartest woman I've ever met.  She is the greatest confidence booster.  French is "tres extra!" The teacher loves me, and it's incredibly easy.

   Homecoming is in two weeks.  I'm thinking of bailing last minute.  I have a new job as a Pharmacy Technician for CVS.  Easy money. I want to start volunteering at Hospice. I need to find a SAT Prep course. I miss having a real, intellectual college class.

   Now Trig homework ...

I've been very frustrated lately.

Life, people, school, work, and everything in between.

[Fujifilm color film sucks]

 I wish I could just blurt it out.

 

 Imagine if I tried harder. Imagine if I was inspired. Imagine if I cared.

I'm going to stop imagining, and do what I need to do.

 

 I've discovered that no one is as great as I ever gave them credit for.

I need to start trying in school. I love swimming. I may want to major in Aeronautics.

Broccoli has to be the most delicious vegetable. I'm trying to lie less.

 

I miss a lot of things. I miss a lot of people. I miss feeling a lot of things.

But, I have to remind myself that I am very fortunate and, hopefully it will all pay off in the end.

 

 I need caffeine in my blood stream.

 My life currently.

 Agreed.

I'm 17

Holy shit.

I've done a lot of growing up but, I'm nowhere cloe to being done.